I've stayed true to NC since the bomb. Lately, my mind has really started to obsess about what she is thinking. Is this truly the end? How did this happen so quickly? Has she been drinking?
I know, stay in my own sandbox. Sometimes it's hard not to let the mind wander.
I'm feeling pretty blue today.
Dude...
You need to get some NyQuil....
It is the sleep aid of LBS'
I do understand that this hurts, although I will add that YOU are the one perpetuating that hurt by sitting around and dwelling on it...
YOU can change your own dynamic right now....
Stop focusing on the hurt, and find something else to focus on....
