Thank you all for posting on my sitch. I'm a zombie today and didn't sleep last night.
I went to an al-anon meeting last night and it seemed to help with trying to control my sitch. I very much feel out of control, and that's been one of my weaknesses.
I've stayed true to NC since the bomb. Lately, my mind has really started to obsess about what she is thinking. Is this truly the end? How did this happen so quickly? Has she been drinking?
I know, stay in my own sandbox. Sometimes it's hard not to let the mind wander.
