Feeling a little sad today, lonely and missing H. Sigh. Need to get busy but am not feeling well. I'll snap out of it I'm sure.

Had appt with IC yesterday. She thinks I'm doing great "being neutral and giving him space." I am trying to focus on the positive things I've done instead of what I still need to do. Not always easy. Part of becoming a positive person.

I wonder if this would be easier or harder if H was actually here instead of overseas.


Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since