It's just a lot of uncertainty. A year ago- I knew he wasn't around. Now- it's like we are back at the start- is he coming or going? Except now I am different- and I know I am ok either way. I am tired. And I am ready to have a partner in life again.
You've been at this awhile Busting and it's exhausting. Sorta sounds like he is coming full circle, slowly.
Hang in friend. I don't have much to offer. I just thought the above quote seemed to sum up all you were trying to say. You've been at this longer than I have. I admire your strength, grace and growth.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
