Roller coaster and then some

[daring]

Great point FY on the EA, hadn't looked at that perspective, thank you. Especially since that did happen previously.
I told him tonight that I will help him as much as I can but some things are just hard to listen to right now. I might feel differently soon for much of that- but it's just hard.
He said maybe he will survive long enough to make it up to me. I know I need to see that as a good thing and focus on that. We had some great chats about his work and our upcoming vacation and I really enjoyed it. Will keep working on that too.
For my GAL- I'm going to dinner with the girls from work tomorrow and he was very supportive and will watch kids and even offered to drive me if I wanted to have cocktails.
I'm also going to start going to a women's group that focuses on mindfulness and positive thinking for those going through relationship separation/divorce. I figure even if it never happens I can forge some friendships and work on myself.

Really appreciate the insight FY! I will DB on!