I have seen a lawyer. I may be losing my job too, another company is taking over and picking people off left and right. The lawyer said that if I was not working, I could get more custody. I also am waiting until family moves here to take care of the kids. There are a few hours I will need help with before school.
I have finally gotten to the stage where I am mad at H. The disrespect is nonsense. H has said kids are in his life, but I am not....RIGHT!! Who is your sitter when you are out in the middle of the night with OW (oh no - you claim you are only friends.)
I finally feel stronger. H keeps asking me if I mad. I don't respond bc there is no winning answer. I figure by him asking that he just wants to fight.
FIL has multiple marriages bc of it H does not know how to be married and happy. I am shocked though that FIL was noticing issues with H. FIL is usually in denial when it comes to his family.
I am done with the I am going to divorce you several times a day. It has said so much I have no response - it is like blah blah blah. I wonder if he thinks I did not hear him first million times?
I don't care anymore if he gets in trouble at work or loses his job. At some point he has to get in trouble for the awful things he has done at work. Right now he thinks he is not at fault, and they are just picking on him. I have realized that I cannot rely on him anymore. I have family that is willing to help me through the hump.
Glad I am feeling better. But I am sad for my kids. They have no idea about us. They have noticed that H has changed though.
