Yeah today is just really bad emotionally for me. I keep asking myself why she gets to be happy. She is living her normal happy life and literally just replaced me with this guy. Yet I'm sitting here all alone, I have associates, and some friends, but I miss that deep loving connection I though we had. It just doesn't make sense, but I guess it's not supposed to.


Me-33,W-26
M-4 yrs, T-5 years
S- 2 D- 4 (Special needs, undiagnosed)
Apr 2014 B date
End of April 2014 Moved in with parent's