Also, I quit port and video games and started church to actually change my life and become the type of man I want to be. Not to get her back.

And I'm afraid if I just play Mr. Nice guy and give her what she wants then I will only see my kids every other weekend and end up hating myself again for not being involved in my kids lives.

Me-33,W-26
M-4 yrs, T-5 years
S- 2 D- 4 (Special needs, undiagnosed)
Apr 2014 B date
End of April 2014 Moved in with parent's