Oh and another strange thing is he has brought up hints of acknowledgement? Guilt? I mention something to him - completely unrelated to us or the R and he will come back with a weird comment. Example: I got him and his brother flying lessons for Xmas. I asked when they plan on using the lessons and he said in the summer. I said 'great ! I hope you can make time or else I'll push you on the plane myself! I know how much you want to do this' and he says in response 'are you sure you don't want to push me off the plane?'

Another time I said 'omg I had the weirdest dream last night and you were in it' and he said ' I hope I wasn't sleeping with the fishes At the end of it'

He must think I hate him...? Maybe he really can't believe who I am today? The changes? The very real forgiveness I have given him ( for myself to move forward)? I have let go of it?

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home