No much sleep last night. I doing ok last night being detached but then the reality of all of this hit me in the face again.
I miss my friend, the way we laughed together, being with our kids and taking selfies while making funny faces. I miss our future and the dreams we had established.
I'm trying my hardest to detach and think positively. Perhaps the reason I'm really unsuccessful today is because I didn't get much sleep last night.
I plan on going to the gym and hitting it hard so that I'm exhausted by the time I get home. Hopefully that will help me sleep tonight.
I'm still maintaining no contact and it does seem to help with the healing. It is scary though because it feels like all it does is allow WAW to move on without looking back or wondering if she made the right decision in ending things.
Sometimes I just feel like giving up. But then something stirs in me and I renew the fight to keep going.
Needless to say, this is very painful. And I know it is for all of you as well. You guys inspire me to do better and to stand for what I beleive in. Thank you.
Sooo....
Today, you are the statue...
Dust yourself off, and take a step forward....
What is one thing, that you would always like to do, or sounds cool, that you never found the time for ???
Ever leave a gift card with the cashier at your local coffee shop, and pay for the next 10 coffees ???
