just hangin around....

[dingo]

Although I was raised as a christian, I am not a particularly religious person much to my mother's chagrin. However, this morning, I woke up feeling a little bit vulnerable and confused by some of these recent events and for the first time in quite a while, prayed for some clarity on things today, for a sign, for some sort of nudge in the right direction.

It has been 4-5 days since my last exchange with my wife and this morning, as I got to my office, I received the following text:

"are you stealing my new climbing buddy? I just talked to 'climbing buddy' and heard you guys had a great time last night. I didnt go because I was out at a job site all day. He invited me to go on thursday and friday with you so I will probably see you there!"

Like I said above, I am not a big believer in fate, 'the universe' or other 'supernatural' type things but now I am even more confused. Trying not to mind-read but I can't escape the thoughts that this whole thing is something of a contrived effort. Other than the time when I texted her on the anniversary of her mother's death, she has initiated all breaks of no contact - on the order of every 3-5 days. She has been particularly friendly as well...