H seems really awkward. I picked D7 up from school today and took her to a follow-up appointment with her doctor. Tonight was H's night because he let me switch so that I could have her for the weekend that my mom was here. He came by the house to pick her up and to finish setting my new TV up for me. He had taken some of the cables for the cable box with him when he moved, so he couldn't finish it yesterday. D7 and I were sitting in the floor in the family room working on a project when he got there. He asked me if I had plans for the evening and I told him that I did. He acted apologetic about being here and said that he would be done in a bit and he and D7 would leave. I told him it was no rush. After a few minutes, he said, "What are your plans, if you don't mind me asking?" I was vague and said that I was just running errands. He's very curious about what I'm doing, who I'm with, and what I'm buying. I'm not reading anything into it, just observing that it is interesting.
Positives: D7 and I treated ourselves to frozen yogurt after her doctor's appointment today; it is relaxing and fun just to hang out and act silly with her. I signed up for Divorce Care at my church. They usually only offer it in the spring and fall, but are having a special session over the summer. I thought about signing up for it in the spring, but decided against it because it felt like giving up at the time. Now, it feels more like doing what I need to do to take care of myself. I think that represents some acceptance/growth in me.
