CSan00 - My story

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So I guess now I just continue to move forward knowing that in a month and a half the divorce will be filed. It doesn't scare me as much as it used to now it is sadness and acceptance or possibly surrender to the reality that it is going to happen. On the other side, I am working on my kids and discipling them. My oldest daughter got in my face last Thursday and my oldest son had to physically pull her away from me. She is out of control and has zero respect for me. It was awful and now my mom and sister are taking her side but they don't realize all she has put me through and her brothers. I have decided that she needs to go live with her father in Japan or she is being sent away because I refuse to go through that again and put her brothers through either. I am having a hard time reconciling who she is now to the little girl I used to know.