I used to say I didnt want to be dependent on meds but now that I am on the right AD I think that reasoning is not very smart.
This program and Alanon have taught me I need to take care of myself first. Like if the plane is going down you put the oxgyen mask on yourself first then your kid.
If meds work why not use them, they can make everything else so much easier.
It does not have to be permeant
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13