I just got home from meeting with my therapist. She seems to really understand me.

She thinks that my WAW is not stable right now considering her struggle with maintaining her sobriety and impulsive decision to leave the relationship.

She also thinks WAW is self-sabotaging, perhaps setting herself up for relapse? Who knows. She also said I'm in limbo because of the lack of finality of things. WAW and her daughter have a ton of stuff still at my place. She also hasn't changed anything on FB and she is a FB junkie. Counselor speculated she may be trying to leave the door open to reconciliation while she works through her feelings/emotions.

I told her I needed help setting goals (and being held accountable), GAL, and improving my self esteem.

This is going to be one hell of a journey.

On the WAW front, there has been zero contact since the day after the bomb when she came and grabbed some of her things.

Lord, grant me the serenity...