4th Down And Getting A Little Anxious

[2BHappy]

GB,

I quickly read thru this thread, and I want to ask you one question.

Have you forgiven yourself? Can you work on forgiving your H.

A couple of months ago, I decided to forgive myself for all the wrong I did in my M, and to forgive my H. Now I feel mostly sorry for him and how very sad and confused and unhappy he is.
That forgiveness really released me from guilt and anger.
I did not like to read that your M is ending and that your H is still in such a place that he can not be a good friend to you and a great father to his kids.
Even if my H does decide to not come back to our R and make a better M and R. I do pray that he continues to be a good father to our son, and hope he can be a better friend to me.

Working daily on letting go of the anger and pain, and true forgiveness for both me and my H.