I'm still hanging in there, sometimes by a thread.

This is easily the hardest thing I've had to deal with. I meet with my counselor tongith, I hope I am able to find some strength from that.

My WAW still hasn't collected the rest of her or her daughter's things from our house. All of her daughter's toys are still there too.

Also, my mother texted me and said that my WAW is still listed as in a R with me and still has her and I as her profile pick. She also said WAW and sister took a selfie together at a baseball game and that WAW looks to be in bad shape.

I know, I know.. Detach and don't mind read. It's so hard to do and not wonder what the heck is going on with her.

The day she left, she asked me that if she were to get therapy for her sobriety struggles (she's been sober for 9 months but not working a program), if it would be too late for us.

It makes me wonder if she is leaving the door open for us.

Where are the 2x4's??

Btw, I'm still in no contact.