Thanks LFW, Mel, Gabbysmom and Bug! I appreciate your words of wisdom. You are so right. I am very angry at myself for my inability to enforce my boundaries. My H shows interest in me and I drop them because I have been so desperate to keep my family together. I have been desperate to have my H pick me over the OW. Yuck...this is not a good place to be for myself and I need to get into a better mindset.
This is a new week. It is absolutely gorgeous out today and it makes me feel like a new start is possible. Yes, I let my boundaries down when I should not have. But I can start new today. Time to stop being angry at myself (and my H) and keep walking forward.
