((( )))You're going through one of the biggest life changing events of your life. The marriage failed, you didn't.
There are any number of things that could be happening with you H, from depression, to drugs, to some crazy scandal or other addiction. You can't fix whatever it is in him that may be broken. Can you let go of taking all responsibility. All of us here give you permission to do that.
I think friends who think you should be over this by now are delusional or know more about your H than you do. You'll be over it when you're over it.
You said you're "planning to start a new life." When, and what does that include? What are your plans?((( )))
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
