Whew. Got some spew from my H today. He got angry and defensive when I pressed him to set a co-parenting schedule for the summer. He wants to figure things out "ad-hoc".
I know it's not about me. But it's still frustrating.
He still seems tired and upset every time I see him. He just sent me a terse message saying he needed to miss one of his mornings with our D this week because his day with D this weekend was so tiring, and he just has too much going on this week.
It's as if we have switched positions-- in the past, I was often feeling overwhelmed, needing him to pick up slack, tired all the time, snapping and impatient. Now, it seems to be the reverse.
I'm starting to be ready to be done with him. Despite all my noticeable changes (ones that he has complimented me on), he has not changed much at all, and still shows zero interest in being my H. Why am I still wearing my wedding ring? Why have I not insisted that he take all his books out of our home? Why don't I start dating? Right now, I don't know. Right now he does not appeal to me, and I'm having trouble remembering why I loved him in the first place.
