Matt,

don't beat yourself up about this. We're human, they know exactly which buttons to push to drive us to the edge, so it's completely understadable to snap at some point. We're not saints with infinite patience. My ex did exactly all the things I most despise at the very worst possible time - grandma had just died and I had just days before important deadlines for work and uni - and I know the only reason I didn't snap and get furious (as it would be my right to do so!) was because I was numb to the shock.

But once that wanes off, the anger will come. I am doing my best but I am taking into account that I might do something similar to what you did in the future, because everyone has their limit and sometimes we just get tipped over.

A big hug. We're all doing our best here, but as I said, we're just human.


Me: 26, BF: 33, R: 9yrs
Bomb dropped April 17th 2014
Currently No Contact