Well we had our first settlement meeting on Tuesday on parenting. Instead of going through an investigation which I am so thankful for...H agreed to every one of my demands. At this point I will be with the the children the majority of the time and he will get visitation. The schedule WILL be so much easier on the kids. I am so thankful. All of his threats regarding custody etc. were just threats and when I held firm he just backed down. Our next issues are the financial and child support. My attorney and his feel there is something "off" about him. I believe because he is in the midst of a MLC. I have been out looking at houses and am planning a new start in life. It is still so hard because I believed I am going through the biggest failure of my life. It all seems so sudden. Since October. A lot of people expect me to be over him by now. I wish I was and I know I'll go forward . I was another one that truly believed somehow/someway that my marriage would be saved. I still have a hard time believing I will soon be divorced. It is so hard. My IC counselor is great and told me that I won't need to see him much longer because I'm doing well. I'm thinking g maybe I'm faking g it because I still love him and don't know how to stop. I have moved forward and went through H$ll the last months. Even when this is over I don't or right now cannot see the positives of a broken family.
W-38 H-42 T-11 M-8 C-6,2,6 months BD-Oct 1 2013 DFiled-Jan 6 2014 Went Dark - April 4, 2014
