Today my daughter and I went to IHOP for breakfast then went to the mall and shopped for some clothes.
Then we went and saw Godzilla. I had to really fight to not obsess about not having WAW with us. Overall, I think I did ok. At one point in the movie, I felt myself tearing up a little bit but was able to shake it off and hide it from my daughter.
Then we went and had some chicken at a restaurant and came home. I am exhausted physically and emotionally.
Next week, my daughter will begin staying with me Mon-Fri while on summer break. I'm a little anxious about my GAL activities during the weekend. I'm afraid I've alienated myself from lots of friends over the years. I don't have much interest in the bar scene so I'm picking my brain trying to think of other GAL activities.
Another thing I've noticed is that I'm starting to lose weight because of a lack of appetite. I've always been in pretty good shape but I'm concerned I'm going to get skinny. I'll probably have to increase the number of protein shakes I drink everyday to maintain some of my weight.
I think things are easier for me during the week because work keeps me busy and I'm surrounded by busy people.
I haven't checked WAW's Facebook in 2 days and I noticed it helps my PMA. I don't plan on checking it anytime soon. I consider that a small victory.
