Well the last two days I've been dealing with depression. Having contact with H. has sent my head a whirling. Fear is gripping me.

Fear of: Where the heck will I live? How long do I have 'til something happens with the house... H. hasn't paid mortgage

What if I don't pass the state's exams?

Will I be saddled with the debt he put us in?

Will he actually pay support when ordered ? He has years of history of not paying the Fed, and some bills.

Fear is gripping me as bad as the first BD. I'm trying to shake it, but cannot seem to...

Formerly Workinprogress
H :55
M :over 29 yrs.
Together : 33
D : college
D : adult
BD and left : May 2013
Separated
Experimenting/Replay

Jan 2014...Let go of rope!


God grant me the serenity...