choosing door #2 - next part in my journey

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I just got an email from exH, he wants to come over tomorrow and visit the dogs....I am actually surprised. Maybe he is a boomerang after all. I really thought there would be no contact from him now. I have not answered him yet, I know - no expectations but damn... why is this so freakin crazy all the time, it's a total mind f*ck. I want to see him of course, but in reality I know it's just going to f*ck with my emotions for a few days. Yes patience... see I will go through all the rules in my head and try not to read anything into it or expect anything. It's simple, it's just a visit with the dogs....nothing more.