Honestly I don't care how H views me at this point. I have worked very hard to get to the point where every action I take isn't determined by how H will view it. I would NEVER get rid of anything the kids gave me. This was card after card from H telling me how amazing I am and how he is so lucky to be my husband. It felt good to me to give them back. And right now if he sees it at petty oh well, I have made bigger mistakes but this one made ME feel good.
Out of curiosity I asked H this morning if I was pregnant with twins again (much harder pregnancy) if he would have still left. His response "no way, 6 kids? I wouldn't have left" Oh so 5 kids and your out the door but 6 and you would have stayed? Lol! I didn't say that but I was thinking it.
Me: 35 husband:39 Sons 16 and 11 from my first marriage Twins 5 (boy/girl) Daughter 3 Affair bomb 2/27/14 He moved in with ow 3/13/14 OW kicked him out 6/15/14 4/2016 he seeks help for sexual addiction
