You made the right call. I think you will feel pretty awful if you cross that line -- I can tell just by reading your posts. Plus, it's hard to imagine that the other person won't have SOME sort of expectations of you that you can't fulfill right now. I am speaking from a place I know...that's why I have called a bit of a moratorium on dating, but I digress.
Your feelings and need for contact, affection and connection are TOTALLY relatable. But I think you did (and are doing) the right thing.
Crimson
Thanks... And 100% agree.
H: 43 W: 37 M: 11 years T: 12 years S: 11 D: 8 ILYBINILWY, "I want to move out" and "I want a divorce": 3/23/14 MC started: 9/22/14 Affair and past infidelity discovered: 9/26/14 Piecing: 10/20/14
