Funeral for a husband, love lies bleeding

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More Journaling: soon to be x H just came over again for second week of picking up dogs for the weekend. He was indifferent/ neutral in his behavior towards me. I.e. not trying to pick fight, but also not asking me any questions about anything. It was obvious that my sister had moved in, but no questions about that either. It appears more obvious to me that in his mind he does not care about me or my life any longer. Given that we have only dogs, no shared kids, and divorce will be final in 5 weeks,

I will keep DB, but wonder if there is any chance of reconciling. I consciously ran through my mind before he arrived today to be friendly and upbeat, treat him like a neighbor, and no R questions. Put on flattering clothes. I noticed (but did not remark about) that he'd lost even more weight. He looked good. Should I have mentioned it? It would be somewhat of a 180, but then that might have appeared to be borderline asking about his personal life. I did ask about how to treat aunt mounds in yard dogs run around in, but that's it. Regarding GAL: going out to dinner with friends tonight and movie. Tomorrow running at lake, then noon brunch with other friends. Sunday church. not sure about Sat afternoon/evening yet.