Wife doesn't feel it... (Part 2)

[Corbean]

That's a good question and I really wish I could ask him lol.

You make me think for real and he already laid it heavy on my heart that I need make peace with it and forgive her in my heart. So I did, it's my brain that is telling me to divorce her (and friends of course). I mean do you see a way back from this? Her ENTIRE network knows, her friends, family, some of my family I mean what can I do?

Only because you are absolutely right and I am reacting on emotion right now, I will hold off on filing for a while. I believe in miracles, but hearing her take accountability for her actions, and asking to genuinly work on the marriage, then agreeing to put God first would be the biggest miracle I've ever seen in my life, and God saved my daughter's life when the Dr gave her a 60% chance to live.

Man, you really opened something up inside me, when I was focused on filing for divorce and standing up for myself I had a peace that made me feel like I was finally in control of my life, and now I have an uneasiness inside me like God is telling me that I need to slow down and let him work.

Thank you Thorton, but I hate feeling like I have no clue what to do.