Honestly in this situation, I would do exactly what I'm doing now. Relying on the the people that have experienced this before and come out stronger.
Personally, I know my mind if completely haywire right now. I acknowledge it, accept it.
Do I struggle? OMG you have no idea!
But I keep coming back here and do my absolute best to LISTEN to what I'm being told.
Mach has smacked me with some 2x4's recently because of the way I'm thinking. He knows exactly what I'm feeling and he is guiding me, probably to help me avoid making some of the mistakes he made at some time in his early DB days.
His and everyone else's advice is priceless to me. I know if I do this my way, I WILL lose my WAW. But if I can adopt the DB way of thinking (it is freaking hard!), I might have a chance.
Lastly, I do not want to be haunted by regrets. If things don't work out with WAW, I will be able to have move forward knowing that I gave it everything I got.
