Wife doesn't feel it... (Part 2)

[Corbean]

I don't know Thorton. I just feel like how she handled this whole thing is incredibly disrespectful. In this entire marriage I've always been the doormat and let her do whatever she wanted because I was always afraid of losing her. However, now that she's gone and she has no issues doing something like that I just feel that emotionally I'm done with this marriage. I just want to be a better person and grow myself. I'm tired of being a doormat honestly. I'm not saying I would actually go through the process of taking it all the way to divorce just yet, but filing so that we are legally seperated would let her know that I find it incredibly disrepectful what she's doing and that I am going to stand up for myself. I didn't react with anger yesterday and today was very pleasent with her when I called to talk to my son, but to be publicly walking around with this guy, posting it on facebook, and her whole family knew what she has been doing the whole time and aren't saying a word to her is so insulting to me and I feel like I have to stick up for myself.

Like I said I'm not opposed to making a new marriage with her, but it would literally take her coming to me and giving a heart felt apology, asking what it would take to make the marriage work, and when I tell her that the only way I would ever rekindle a relationship with her would be if God were the foundation. I honestly can never see her doing that, I feel like she has dug her hole way too deep. And I feel like every time I step foot around her family or her hometown I'm the laughing stock and the fool.