He didn't tell me he was dx. But I saw the testosterone result before it was <90. I thought about it because of his hypothyroidism. He has been going to an endocrinologist.
Actually, I was the one who brought up to have his testosterone check since I found out he was using enhancement drug. I confronted him about the drug but he said he used it because we just got married. I said we don't have to use it not knowing what was really the problem. He has an undergoing testosterone tx and early on the tx he said that it seems the ed becomes psychological. However, while he was undergoing with the treatment he said that he was just using his health problem as an excuse. He is actually not happy being married and he is a loner. He doesn't want responsibility.He wants divorce. He should have not gotten married since he doesn't have the personality of a husband.
I was fighting for my marriage after he mentioned the D and even after he filed. But the more he back-off. Plus knowing i'm infected i don't what else I'll get.
I don't want to carry this pain. I don't want to have an angry feeling as well. I think that that be easier for me to move on and be happy not having those 2 feelings.
