It amazes me how quickly my emotions change. This morning I was doing fairly well considering the circumstances.
Now I'm starting to feel blue. I'm sad about the future we had planned, the wedding, the new house.
I realize that my thoughts are driving my emotions as Mach pointed out to me yesterday. But sometimes they get the better of me.
Tomorrow will be 1 week since DDAY. I have not contacted her at all. Yesterday was one week from her telling me that if I wanted to get her something for Mother's Day that she wanted something shiney as she pointed to her ring finger.
On a positive note, I have a DB coaching session on Tuesday with Laurie. I'm hoping she can help me set some goals.
Something else I've thought of is that my WAW and I have nothing that binds us or forces communication. We have no bills, no kids together, no reason to talk. There's no way I will be able to show her my changes once I begin to change.
