Hi Labug. I get what you are saying about exploring my dislike of being alone. Its partly that. But its also that I am missing feeling connected to anyone.
I have my girls and we connect - absolutely.
But I miss confiding in someone, having conversation about how my day went, how theur day went, etc.
I;ve mentioned before that I don't really have close friends. I'm close with my sister but feel disconnected as she doesn't understand why I'm still accepting H's behaviour. She tries to understand but she doesn't have empathy (ie can't put herself in my positions to see).
M:41 H:38 D:6 D:3 M:11 yrs T:15 yrs Bomb: Feb 8/14 Seperated: Feb 12/14
"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." Plato