Couldn't agree with you more. I've got them bookmarked and read them daily as well. Unfortunately sometimes they still don't stick in my head in the heat of the moment. Some very wise gems in there for helping manage a bad situation.
So after the big blowup yesterday, I get several texts last night. My WAW texted "I'm sorry about today" , followed by "I'm sorry for how we got here" followed by "it really hit me today too". I wasn't sure how to respond, so I thanked her for letting me know and validated her thoughts and mentioned I was sorry for not listening earlier. She then proceeded to tell me that "I never thought you didn't care, but I have felt for some time that you were more upset about losing your wife, your image, your plan. Not necessarily me". I responded with I hope you know it was you, and she said that today she felt that. Not going to take it as anything, or let it get my hopes up, but I found it interesting. Just like the rollercoaster ride this is.
She said good night and have a good sleep for the first time in months. I'm not going to make much of it, but I definitely noticed it. I don't like that it made me happy, becuase it makes me feel I'm too attached if something so small like that from her gets me in a better mood. I will need to work on that. Getting ready for some serious GAL tonight. Can't wait!
