I can only give you my perspective of things that you write, and it is based upon my personal experiences with my sitch. There is a lot in what you write that reads like the 'old' me. I write 'old' me because I am a different person today. And this healing and changing didn't occur until I was accountable for my actions and I really thought about who I was and who I wanted to be. For me, loving myself, appreciating the success of my life, and owning my own happiness are key. And the journey of change continues.
Maybe you are doing some analysis of yourself in this process. But based upon what you wrote, it wasn't apparent.
I'm not writing anything to hammer you RSL. I think you have the same goal as I do, creating a better R with W. And I believe that is the same goal Mach, MrBond and anyone else who posts on your thread have for you.
me: 45 W:45 M 20 years T 22 years S14, S13, S11, D9 BD 2/28/14 D papers served 3/3/14 I moved out 3/15/14 MC start 4/2/14 I moved in 6/2/14 D suit withdrawn 6/30/14
