Thanks Bug! I am not sure what is the best thing for me All I know is that it hurt to let him back in and then for him to betray me again with his R with the OW. I also know that I am tired of living in fear...in fear that he will threaten to take more time with the kids away from me if I dont do what he wants.
I know that not having family day will be hard for the kids. And I hate taking that from them, but honestly my H has made chooses that now make it difficult for me to continue with family day.
We have a temporary plan in place. I told H that I needed time to think and to figure out how to move forward. I want to meet with my L to get her perspective on changes the parenting schedule and whether that it is my best interest. So I am time to take things slowly. No rash decisions for me.
All I know is that it hurt to let him back in and then for him to betray me again with his R with the OW. I also know that I am tired of living in fear...in fear that he will threaten to take more time with the kids away from me if I dont do what he wants. 