Hi DB, so today I'm in a good place emotionally. After a lot of prayer last night and a lot of thinking I've decided to just let it go. Our marriage wasn't healthy and neither of us were very nice people. She's currently living in sin, but I can't control that. I've decided to let it go and move on with my life. I'm going to take this time to focus on developing myself into the person version of me that I can be, and taking care of my kids and making sure they know how loved they are. In my heart I've chosen to forgive her, and let her walk her own path wherever that may lead her. I'll remain friendly and cordial, but keep conversations focused on our children only and any financial issues. If she ever comes to me asking for forgiveness or even a possible reconciliation she'll recieve no anger from me at how this played out, and I'll grant her the forgiveness she asks. As for a future together who knows what the future holds, but it won't happen unless there's a radical change in both of us. I can't help her, but I can help me and that's what I'm going to do. Thank you all so much for helping me through my major emotional issues, and I'm sure I'll need plenty more advice in the future, but for now I'm feeling at peace.
Me-33,W-26 M-4 yrs, T-5 years S- 2 D- 4 (Special needs, undiagnosed) Apr 2014 B date End of April 2014 Moved in with parent's