Today S and I went out to lunch and saw Heaven is Real at the theatre. Life at home is still the same - I spoke to a counselor today, she said it sounds like W is done and just waiting for the right time to file D and I should file for legal separation if I wanted to get joint custody. I know you have said time is a gift and that is so true, I'm so much stronger and have worked on things that I should/could have done better/different.
Wish W didn't have so much anger and resentment. But it will probably get worse when I file for legal separation even though that's what she says she wants - actually she just wants me to leave and give her space... It hurts knowing the pain S will go through but this is not healthy either!
Not really sure how the legal separation will be laid out but the figures L was telling me - her months income/lifestyle is about to change. Should I keep supporting her as before?
Still have hope that we could build a new and better R but have no expectations. The M we had is dead and looking back has been for awhile.
This feels like my LRT. I appreciate your guidance along the way.
Me: 55, W: 46 T: 17 M: 15 S: 10 3 S prev M 25 23 21 Unhappy 10/12 Asked to move out 1/14 NILWY 2/14 Sep rooms: 1/14 BD 3/14 W filed 5/14 Trial 12/14
