So my first counseling appointment was cancelled, my therapist called and said she was sick. Had to reschedule for Monday, bummer.
I still battling the demons in my mind. I'm far from mastering it but at least I have the blueprint. The human mind amazes me.
I've been thinking about taking some time off to visit a friend in DC. I've never been to the east coast and I think it might help put some distance between me and my sitch. Maybe a change of scenery for a week would refresh my DB batteries.
I also find journaling here so therapeutic. I couldn't ask for a better group of people to be going through this with. I truly hope and pray you are all able to restore your marriages.
GAL weekend plans are going to be about me and my daughter. She's 14 and she has been so supportive. I try to hide my sadness from her, but I know she senses it sometimes. I definitely need to do better with this. She's such a good kid and has been through so much in her young life, I couldn't be more proud of her. So far, we are planning to see the new Spiderman movie at a drive in movie theatre. It will be a first for both of us.
We may also go up to Estes Park for a jazz festival. This one might be hard for me because it very much reminds me of my WAW, we used to spend a lot of time up there. I know I have to face these things though, fight through them and remember to breathe.
