Thanks for replying. I thought about reading that book, however getting it sent across the world will take up to a month. And cant seem to find a way to download it either.
She says she wants to be true to herself, and that is not something she can be with me. As she feels she does not love me as a W should love a H. That is something she came to after several rounds of meditation and looking deep inside herself, as she says. She says there is a guy she wants to meet in the future, a long time friend from childhood who lives in another country. At the same time, she also says its not sure they will get together, but she wants to see where it goes. They have been friends for 10 years, but only meet once a year for dinner. And then its together with their parents. For me this seems to be the driving force, but not according to her.
We have had a great life together and I find it hard to let it come to an end. But I have also come to terms that we will get separated, so I guess Its time for me to start doing the 180 turn. Ill come out stronger at the end, and if we get back together thats great. If not, life goes on I guess...What do you think about the questions I asked? Any input on them?
