She left - 4

[gogofo]

Thanks for the encouragement Wonka. When fears about my changes only being temporary crawl into my mind I keep reminding myself to fake it until I become it. Those TED talks really resonated with me. I figure as long as I don't lose focus on my 180s and keep working them I will become who I want to be.

This afternoon the W sent a text message saying she would 'let' me take her to dinner (play talk she does instead of asking me out). This is nice because she is going away for the weekend to a wedding so we won't get our date this weekend. Her time at the wedding will be good for us though, a little time apart to help us miss each other.