I wish I believed what WAW says. See tonights post under 180 for tonights thought. I know there is no trust or belief between us right and I don't know how to get that back, besides trying to be trusting and honest and right now I don't believe her. I know she has been reading my journal and email. But I try (though I confess for some morbid reason I need bad news) not to do anything to violate trust, though she does not know. No looking at email, her phone, her phone bill, internet history, asking where she is or what she is doing. Let her go.
