Heather, you are so right. This is exactly it, an ordeal and all the feelings associated with it.

I don’t k now why I’m still reacting like this. I think it is because I still haven’t made up my mind about him. Going for a walk with the dog. I will try to think about him as a delivery man.

M:50
H:52
S28 (my S from previous marriage)
M:17 + 3
BD: 06/12
S: 06/12 - H works in another state