Hi owl, It really takes a lot of courage. All the conversation is Hello. Just like this morning. Yesterday, when I saw him and said have a nice day he seems like in a good mood. Today, he seems like pouting and showing to me this is it. I don't know what on his mind...... I tried to commit to the 180. I don't want to initiate conversation and act as if I'm ok. Though not. I'm just glad I'm able to share my feelings with u owl.