I ask if you don't talk to them and don't ask how will you ever know? When they are as much a part of you as yourself and they (at least used to) feel the same way how can you just turn that off. All of the happy places I try to go to are happy because we shared them. I told her eve ry day! We were closer than close... I thought. I do believe it's a sickness on her part that I share a lot of blame for but how does it get to this point? Oh regarding a previous point ,we had a few sit downs at the beginning before I knew of DB that's when she gave me the reasons I listed. The day she said she was filing the reason she said was that it broke her heart to see me trying so hard and doing everything right , I was a wonderful father and husband and then trailed off. Not looking good for the home team.
Me 49 stunned and lost W 47 ,stunning and my world S 15,better than anyone could ask for T 29 yrs ,M 18. B 4-3-2014 move on separately.4-18-2014- "doesn't want to be M" 5-8-14 " I'm filing for divorce"
