Thanks for the advice. Wish I thought of that last night, before she went on the home computer and found some pics of screen captures I'd made back in January and February when she had told me she was going to be NC. I only had access to a social media account, but she saw that I had been taking screen captures. I had done this to monitor if she was indeed NC.
Needless to say, she felt violated, betrayed, and feels she can never trust me. Ironic, I've had those same feelings She painted me with a bad brush, and I kept my spew jacket on and just absorbed it. I explained why and left it at that.
I'm sure it will blow over with time. This has not been a great week, but it will only get better. Just gonna dust myself off and get back at it.