I'm chomping at the bit to start counseling, tomorrow can't get here fast enough.

I have a feeling I will need to bring a towel with me because I'm so pent up and will probably cry alot.

It's only been a few days since she left, I went no contact but I miss her so much. EVERYTHING reminds me of her. I'm hopeful this will start to ease as the days go by.

I've made plans with my daughter to go to a drive in movie theatre on Saturday, I've never been to one so I'm excited. It's one babystep towards GAL. I know that if I'm not careful, I can easily hole up in my room and obsess about my sitch. Time to get active.