Thanks CW - Hope you're doing ok! Saturday I was down in the dumps, I guess those days will happen. I cried about it and felt the grief and then let it go. Sunday I felt better. I had email contact with exH regarding his insurance cert, I finally got one from health insurance and sent it to him today and he thanked me. I didn't bother responding. Our wedding anniversary is this Friday. I plan on going out with girlfriends for a drink. I don't feel like staying home and pouting. It's just another day now. Another first though, I can't wait for all the firsts to be over. Next week it will be 3 months since he moved out. Feels like so much longer. Yesterday I went to a movie with a girlfriend from work. It was at a theater just down the street from where exH works and I had never been there (she picked it) but luckily there was no seeing him. It does feel good to just do stuff and feel like i'm GAL. I know in my heart that this is good for me, I'm finding myself, but it still has its moments where it is so painful. Just have to keep going, the sun will still rise tomorrow. I hope one day to wake up and feel like maybe love does exist. Right now it just feels like BS and that I never want to love again because of the hurt. Learning to love myself first.
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
