Wanting to come home isn't just about lip service but actions. He has to show you that he really wants to come home and is doing the hard work of repairing some of the damage that he created during his crisis. It's not easy for them to step across the line and actually do the work, but if they do it and do it the proper way, reconciliation can be a wonderful thing. Allow him to prove himself and win you back.
Congratulations on your s's graduation. Yes, you will have a number of crazy days in May, but they will be worth it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
